float down like autumn leaves † - hi carla, let me just vent. i wanna talk abt it to friends, but i think they’re getting pretty tired of listenin to me cos nothing’s rly changed. im so insecure. i wish i wasnt, but i am. and i am in this phase of tryin to move on from this guy, but a part of me still wants to hold on. i wanna cry all day, but im so tired of crying. i wanna cry. i wanna be happy for a change. but i dont know where to start. i wish i can just block all the things that’s fucking my mind. i wanna cry.

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hi carla, let me just vent. i wanna talk abt it to friends, but i think they're getting pretty tired of listenin to me cos nothing's rly changed. im so insecure. i wish i wasnt, but i am. and i am in this phase of tryin to move on from this guy, but a part of me still wants to hold on. i wanna cry all day, but im so tired of crying. i wanna cry. i wanna be happy for a change. but i dont know where to start. i wish i can just block all the things that's fucking my mind. i wanna cry.
then cry! cry it all out then move on. i’ve experienced those moments when everything seems so hopeless and it really is hard. then one day you realize that you don’t wanna cry over some idiot anymore, and then you know that you’ll be fine. i know it feels like crap but everything will really be okay. :)